So after I posted yesterday things went a bit south!? I guess that's the best way to put it.
My best friend Noelle, is a very sweet girl but yesterday my goodness everything was being flung in her general direction. A project she was working on never seemed to work right. The lead and our assistant manager said some nasty things about her as she walked in so she got to overhear what I hope was the worst of the conversation. My journey here as afforded me the ability to look past things like that and ignore the suffering of others that is targeted or aimed at me.
But honestly had no idea what to say to her yesterday. I tried to tell her not to take it personally and assume that what they were saying was bad. (although it was bad and I could see that she was practically on the verge of tears) I just wish I could have stuck all of my knowledge into her head at that moment and tell her that truly all the bullshit she was attracting or was aimed at her because she was "an easy mark" was insignificant.
It broke my heart to see her in that kind of pain. I have to say because I'm been working on me so much lately (basically for the last 49 days) I've been in a bit of a bubble. And because I focus on attracting what I want and getting more and more of that I barely ever seem to notice everyone else's suffering around me. Yesterday for some reason the universe made me look around a little. Not sure what it all means yet but I'm sure they'll stick me in front of a neon sign of sorts and let me know.