The 100 Day Reality Challenge

Day 56: More then just ups and downs.

This weekend has been close to a roller coaster. And I've been debating writing this all out all day but I figure I probably need to put this all out there and start working on some stuff that I haven't wanted to for a while.

I've noticed my old way of doing things is starting to rear it's ugly head. I've noticed I've turned my focus on the lack in my life. I have a new job but yet I focus on the fact that I don't have enough money to move out. (to be honest I'm not ready to move out yet- even though I want to) I've been focusing on the fact that I haven't achieved what else I wanted out of my season so far (being more outgoing & more positive)

Another thing I've noticed is that because I'm focusing in on my lack I've become a bit down and out. I'm not sure if this is all due to the fact that I've been working a lot lately and just need a day off asap. (I'm taking off this upcoming saturday FINALLY!)

Because of all of this lack of energy, lack of interest, just lack of everything- I find that I'm not telling any kind of story to anyone anymore. At least when I was negative I was confident in telling my story. And now that my life is great I don't want to relive those moments of greatness or express my joy in those things.

So how on earth does one celebrate what we have in our stories without turning them into a focus on what we lack story?

Views: 22


You need to be a member of The 100 Day Reality Challenge to add comments!

Join The 100 Day Reality Challenge

Comment by Natalie on July 3, 2010 at 2:50am
nah it's all good I'm glad my brain is working half the time it is at the moment! I'm so glad to be able to hear from you again! UGH I've missed you so much!!!
Comment by Kelly Martin on July 2, 2010 at 4:35am
Oh sorry Nat, my words didnt work on the last message what I meant was I am still learning to do what your doing, not so much that i didnt understand xxx
Comment by Natalie on June 30, 2010 at 11:45pm
basically I'm asking how do I turn my past into a positive when I've only viewed it as a negative. If that help to explain it.
Comment by Kelly Martin on June 30, 2010 at 12:06pm
Hi Natalie xxxx huge hugs to you hun xxxx
Im still learning what you are asking so sorry if I cannot add anything more but know im sending you a whole heap of support and love over cyberspace xxx
Comment by Natalie on June 22, 2010 at 3:07am
Thanks Lori. Once again wise words. :)
Comment by Lori on June 21, 2010 at 10:55am
First of all, I can't believe this is day 56 for you. I remember when you were new!!!! I think noticing all of this is part of the journey. You can notice and catch yourself. If you aren't telling any story then maybe just relize that you aren't focusing on the negative as you might have in the past. If you are telling youself a negative story, then you can stop and notice that, " story is really negative right now. Isn't that interesting?" Sometimes the act of noticing helps to switch things around. Be easy on yourself. You are working a lot of hours which must be tiring. Give yourself a break! XOXO


Euro button:
Dollar Button:



Have you discovered the new mobile version yet? check out the website on your cell phone!! Really handy to participate actively and transform your life.

© 2020   Created by Lilou.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service