Today I feel quite - neutral - There's no particular eagerness and there is no particular fear- some excitement every now and then when I take leaps into the future and visualize - which usually works really well. I've been craving me a white chocolate mocca for the past 4 days - which is rather random, and well it's been in my creation box for the same amount of days but for some reason my nice, warm and belly warming drink has not yet come... the thing is though that when I did start my creation box, I was still under the impression that you choose what you want and take steps from where you are to get to where you want to be.
Now that I know that actually that by focusing on where you want to be - and thinking it down to where you are - just seems to make everything more logical... well to my slightly twisted brain at least...
So - here I go, where my nice white chocolate mocca is standing in front of me in a paper cup - ad I m taking it to my lips and feeling its warmth and explosion of relieving sweetness go down my throat into my extremeley satisfied with me belly... i'm actually getting goose bumps - And so the process starts... how did I get to this mocca, how did it reach my hand... probably someone who knows me very well - who craved coffee and stopped at a starbuck and got me one just because :) As abe says In and out - I;ve just officially assured me a white chocolate mocca..
In the meantime - today, I am glad I created - the capacity of genuinely enjoying the most simple and so called unnecessary joys in life.. some may argue that manifesting a white chocolate mocca is ridiculously small. but it's the smaller things you manifest that build up together to give you faith and belief that you can manifest anything.. If today, I do not get my amazing burrito I am secretely starting to crave, or the 2000 dollar raise I've been working on for a couple of months nor the success in the endeavor I have been after for over a decade... I will not waver, or panick because either way - I will have manifested the ability to manifest and truly enjoy something as simple as a white chocolate mocca...( no cream no caramel :)
On this 99th day, I am glad I created, the ability to be grateful for the simple things in life.