The 100 Day Reality Challenge

Day Fourteen: It ain't easy sometimes....

This whole thing is difficult! Yep, I said it. Shifting is not easy at all, but I am pushing my way through and each day gets easier. I was sitting and thinking about writing something purely HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY today and then I thought....that ain't real :-) What's real to me this morning is that the commitment I have made to change is hard. And each day----I have to face truths about myself. That's hard, too.

BUT----I also realize that in order for me to shift and continue to grow to reach a higher place, that I must understand myself a little better. And then I KNOW that my perspective will change about things being difficult. But---I am writing about how I feel today....so that's where I am. Although someone may read this and think that I am being all doom and gloom....I'm really not. I am opening up....and in these past 2 weeks, I am getting the courage to do it.

 

So happy to have this community!!!!!

 

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Comment by millizz2012 on January 17, 2012 at 9:18pm

Thanks everyone for all of the wonderful comments! Did I mention that I love this community? :-)

Comment by Mona on January 17, 2012 at 6:01pm

I agree with you 100% and I feel like this is a space for us to be real. It's easy to write stuff about the good things that happen, but sometimes we (the readers) need to read about the difficult times so that we know when we go through them that we are not alone. I've been really having to deal with the truth about myself these past 2 weeks also, and I've not been liking it one bit! At the end of the day though, we need contrast sometimes to show us who we truly are... thank you for sharing and being courageous to open up to the community so that others may benefit and learn something... :)

Comment by Alexandra pearce on January 17, 2012 at 8:19am
I don't think you are all doom and gloom at all. You are been honest with your feelings. That is the hardest part! It will only get easier from now on. Just keep reading back on your goals and intentions and try your best to take baby steps towards making them happen. The best of luck xx alex

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