Hello ccor family :) well it is day number 7 of season 2 and I guess you could say I am dragging ass…or if I was gonna be a kinda and gentle with myself as I intend to do I could say I have been having some bumps in the road so far this season. Sadddd sad sad sad saddddddddddddddddd and thoughts like why why why why was my ex the man he was, and why don’t I have relationships with some family members like I would like, trying to decode the past…I kinda feel like my insides are being sprayed down with a hose and all kind of pushed in stuff is rolling down the drive way of my mind. I am trying to decode the connection I have to these people and mourn much of what I believed for many years…trying to understand the dynamic I lived in then, and the dynamic I am in the middle of building now between myself and the world. A new relationship is being created between myself and the world..the old one is not coming down easy. Despite all the drama there has been some very good manifestations too however. I have been hanging out with some of my closer friends lately and enjoying and sharing life. I have been doing a good job at letting the sadness out and being kind to myself as that happens. My new roommate turned out to be ok, and the house situation is working out pretty well thankfully. I love how close it is to the beach! I spent some time with my cousins and bought some beautiful stuff at this awesome spiritual fair, I got a bag that IS a vision board it is love who you are with a awesome pic of a woman meditating. My dog is doing well. My new job is ready to go. I feel like I am still get situated here at day 7 of season 2. Still getting to know the ground work. Feeling pretty good, and pretty capable of looking at my energy with perspective.
Today I intend to get lot of the little tasks I have written down on my to do list done. I powerfully intend to find the downstream flow and follow it until the end of the day. I powerfully intend to hold on to the string, the string that is alignment with myself and stay aligned with myself for the day..make choices to stay in the vortex. I intend these intentions today.
LOVE WHO YOU ARE