The 100 Day Reality Challenge

5-9-11

Hello ccor  family :) well it is day number 7 of season 2 and I guess you could say I am dragging ass…or if I was gonna be a kinda and gentle with myself as I intend to do I could say I have been having some bumps in the road so far this season.  Sadddd sad sad sad saddddddddddddddddd  and thoughts like why why why why was my ex the man he was, and why don’t I have relationships with some family members like I would like, trying to decode the past…I kinda feel like my insides are being sprayed down with a hose and all kind of pushed in stuff is rolling down the drive way of my mind.  I am trying to decode the connection I have to these people and mourn much of what I believed for many years…trying to understand the dynamic I lived in then, and the dynamic I am in the middle of building now between myself and the world. A new relationship is being created between myself and the world..the old one is not coming down easy. Despite all the drama there has been some very good manifestations too however. I have been hanging out with some of my closer friends lately and enjoying and sharing life. I have been doing a good job at letting the sadness out and being kind to myself as that happens. My new roommate turned out to be ok, and the house situation is working out pretty well thankfully. I love how close it is to the beach! I spent some time with my cousins and bought some beautiful stuff at this awesome spiritual fair, I got a bag that IS a vision board it is love who you are with a awesome pic of a woman meditating. My dog is doing well. My new job is ready to go. I feel like I am still get situated here at day 7 of season 2. Still getting to know the ground work.  Feeling pretty good, and pretty capable of looking at my energy with perspective.  

Today I intend to get lot of the little tasks I have written down on my to do list done.  I powerfully intend to find the downstream flow and follow it until the end of the day. I powerfully intend to hold on to the string, the string that is alignment with myself and stay aligned with myself for the day..make choices to stay in the vortex.  I intend these intentions today.

 

 

LOVE WHO YOU ARE

Views: 27

Comment

You need to be a member of The 100 Day Reality Challenge to add comments!

Join The 100 Day Reality Challenge

Comment by Carrie on May 14, 2011 at 7:13am

A big HELL YES on this one...I love your phrase "I POWERFULLY intend"

nice! The rest is just labor pains in birthing the life you truly want...

xoxoxo

Carrie

Comment by Love! on May 10, 2011 at 11:26pm
Love the bag. Stay strong and don't let anyone steer you away from the new YOU and your New life that you are creating....as it is wonderful :)
Comment by Samuel Caban on May 9, 2011 at 8:35pm

Solid Post. Stay focused. 

 

Ask yourself questions about the things you get that you DO like! Peace.

 

Comment by Jill on May 9, 2011 at 5:47pm
I enjoyed reading this...Hugs J

© 2020   Created by Lilou.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service