Just a little something about the everyday chalenge staying in the moment:)
It is kind of Strange..how I have to keep reminding myself to chose positive thoughts..
The old conditioning want's the best of me..( or should I say worst?;)
So at the moment I am out of a job..(have been for quite some time now, but that is a whole other story)
I had a meeting today, it is a sort of "job seeker help".
But I have been so worried that a "normal job" is not what I want..
And I am really struggeling with this "help" because everything inside of me want's to just follow my heart..
But it is kind of tricky, cause I don't really know what it is that my heart want exactly..:) it is so many things..and I guess I have to just bee in the moment and trust.. That is what I get..
That if I trust, everything is going to be okei:)
So I said a prayer, setting the intentions out there,
that I need some guidens..I meditated on it.. Still not so ready for this meeting..
But was thinking that if I had to go, that I would know what to say, and that the right people or job opertunity would come..that if this is right I would maybe be leeded to the right place somehow..
And so after meditating, feeling quite good and in the now.. Just going about my morning..a textmessage came in.. The meeting was cancelled:) how good that felt:) getting answears right away:)
So that leaves me with a littlebit more time to maybe find something that comes from my heart:)
So I just have to keep trusting<3