Intention for today is to just go with the flow.
I have to run around after my daughter and take my car in for some repairs then I have classes in the evening.
A day away from my desk is usually makes me feel anxious and stressed about the work not being done.
Today I'm going to focus on staying relaxed.
I'm not sure why my stress levels have been especially high lately but I'm constantly feeling like adrenalin is pumping. I'm finding it hard to get to sleep and I'm waking at 4am every morning without fail....just not enough sleep.
So the plan is to work harder on getting back to a state of relaxed, calm and energized.
Tuesday after noon (Day 2) I had issues with some new software I purchased and tried to instal the latest Mac OS to support it and bad things happened! I took my computer it to apple and they had to wipe the hard drive...pretty much your worse case scenario!
I had just finished migrating all of my current files to dropbox so thank-fully all of my current work was ok but I lost a lot of photo's and work from the past 5 years.
Nothing I can do about it so I'm just letting it go and telling myself this is just the cleanse I needed and just the reminder I needed that everything i am working on is in the future, not the past.
Turning my imac on and seeing a black canvas was a little surreal!!
It's like a brand new computer!
I spent all of yesterday installing software and getting things in order.
All of my emails were wiped so all the stuff in my inbox no longer requires my attention :-)
It actually feels quite cathartic!
Tomorrow I turn 45 and my friend Wendy and I are heading to breakfast, my mum is coming up for lunch and Dave and I are heading out for dinner - lots of food!!!!
Sunday night we will celebrate as a family, good times!