I am very grateful for all the support here. Thank You. It is all for good. I observed the exact moment that I fell from the "Vortex" and thus identified the reason. So now I know more than I did before and I feel one step closer to my light. I am grateful for being aware to realize.
My current living situation has me a bit isolated, which for me is not usual, and so I am very fortunate to have this virtual location to share with others who are trying to navigate their Universe with Intention.