I made it to my g-moms for Christmas this year. I did not last year. I have had a hard time with the holidays since 1995 when my aunt was in a fatal MVA. To me The holidays have never been the same. I know that having this new job enabled me to be able to buy gifts and take time off for vacation. This really helped me. My G-mom cooked a very good dinner as usual. At some point during the day, I stopped on Christmas day and just praised GOD's holy name and cried because I am so blessed. It is just awesome! GOD IS AWESOME!!!