The 100 Day Reality Challenge

For the last few years, I have felt cursed. 

Trying to navigate life and find my purpose has lead me to many nights wondering if I am cursed to be alone and jobless. (If you are wondering if I am serious, I am.) My attempts to find love have always had me so close and head over heels for someone who rejects me life a plague. Job searching has consist of most of my 20s. I feel like I haven't had a real life because I'm constantly looking for work and looking for love.

When I take a break from life, I feel like I'm wasting my time. So many of my friends have found love and so many of my friends are already set. I feel like a little fish looking out of a small bowl. I'm just trying to be honest and use this blog and community a place to be free. I want to be real and live fully.

I am persistent. I am determined to find joy in my life. Some way and some how.

Peace- Stacey

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Comment by Stacey P. on April 4, 2017 at 4:25pm

CalmWind2,

Thank you for the advice. I am definitely trying to better my life some way some how. Looking for a miracle.

Comment by CalmWind2 on April 4, 2017 at 12:53pm

Oh hey~ hang in there.  Maybe the Universe is wanting you to go a certain direction and you haven't been seeing the signs?  I'm just offering, I dunno.  Maybe just get real still and don't think and clean the house or something or walk or something, but don't think on anything, just have your mind to where you just listen and keep on listening till something comes...see if that works. It does for me usually.  *hugs* Don't compare with others, you are not others.

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