Hmmm I am noticing a disturbing trend in my thoughts lately. I could do this if I only had or did ____ (fill in the blank). But then I never do or get whatever it is I need. Either I never get around to it or it seems like the mountain is too big to climb. If you know what I mean. Hmmmm....
Ok I have to learn to quit procratinating. Self-hypnosis will be good for that I think. Or should I use one for self-destructive habits??? I have to learn to tackle projects without being overwhelmed. I don't mean small ones. I mean the big doozeys that seem like you are commiting to a life time of drugery that Cinderella counldn't imagine.
I am not the most organized of people. Heck who am I kidding there are still pictures of my daughters first few days wating to be placed in photo ablums. Umm by the way she is almost 20. I know being totally organized isn't in my personality but I need to find a happy medium here. Especially in planning my day. I don't want to plan it all out to the minute but I have to structure it somehow I think. Find a way to fit everything in. I suppose I can't manifest 4 extra hours in the day huh?
This isn't a ngeative blog by the way just thoughts that have been running through my head and need a sounding board. I am not unhappy with me or depressed just being thoughtful and proactive here. Heck I find this as progress that I am seeing and finding ways to eliminate stumbling blocks in my life.