In November I lost all of my PR clients due to one reason or another; I also became pregnant. My life has been in a downward spiral since. My boyfriend has no drive to keep things up as I create a new event to produce income. I am housing him basically. He has been supportive emotionally, kind of... I am guessing to stay or to keep an illusion that we are in love. I am not in love. I am upset that he keeps my kitchen a mess, my floor covered with Jordan's and his clothes, books, etc; and leaves the toilet seat up. He annoys me. I was hanging out with him and had no intention on this becoming a relationship. He is determined to make this work with us. Everytime I try giving it a shot I am pissed about how I am pregnant with a man I am not in love with and we are not thriving financially. He told me while I was in my first trimester that since my business was in a shift, he would handle the rent . He LIED! I am in debt with the landlord 2500. and have to pay it by THIS FRIDAY, not to mention he does nothing but go to school and lay around the house on INSTAGRAM and FACEBOOK doing meaningless chatter and post. I think it is time I get really honest with myself. When I allowed him in my life it started falling apart.
I do not know what to do now. please help me get back in the positive frequency. I am not sure about moving in a larger place, once I settle the score with my landlord. My neigbors keep me up all night and there is nothing police calls or complaining to landlord or building owner have done.
All I know is this baby is coming and I want my business to thrive again. I had 7 clients before and tons of great things goign on.