Last week I had to go to the ER for Migraine and Cramp relief. I was given a shot of a heavy narcotic and when I closed my eyes I saw my Indian Guide. This guide has been with me a loooooong time. The first time I became aware of him was at the age of 16 during a meditation class. During the group meditation I saw a very large Indian standing before me. After the meditation was complete the psychic leading the class informed me a very large Indian stood before me and that he was my protection guide. I love group meditation for this very reason... When I meditate with others we will often have the same imagery, which always lends validity to things that you might otherwise write off.
Anyway, I told my husband that when I close my eyes I kept seeing an Indian. He said well maybe it's your guide. I thought for a moment (or maybe it was 2 since I was pretty high) and said YES! I love that my husband now thinks in this manner. When I first met him he probably would have said "well it's just the drug". Now he thinks in spiritual terms and it makes me smile.
Throughout the week I've been seeing my guide often. He is often just out of the corner of my eye or I will see him in my rear view mirror (which is slightly startling fyi lol). One night, after seeing him in my mirror, I said "what is this all about"? And as I pulled into the driveway the headlights rested on a rabbit in my backyard. Now, I feel our spirit guides always speak to us in ways that we can understand them. Animals and songs seem to be what I understand (and colors). And so this is how my guides will speak to me. The year that I first met my Indian guide was the same year that I bought my first Animal Medicine Oracle. I love this deck of cards more then any other Oracle I've ever encountered (except for my Magick 8 Ball;) And Rabbit speaks to me about fears. Poor little Rabbit comes from his hole and runs about and says "Oh no Hawk will see me, what should I do". And even though Hawk did not see Rabbit when he first emerged from his hole, with all of his running around frantically Hawk indeed did see Rabbit and so he swooped down and carried Rabbits away. Rabbit called his worst fears to him by his thoughts and actions. Rabbit also speaks of reproduction issues, which is also fitting for this moment in my life. I'm a bit confused, so I've asked for more clarification and am keeping an "awareness" about me because when my warrior guide is near I know something BIG is gonna go down.
Today I began to come out of a funk I have been in. Work has been extra trying for me, my headaches have increased, I've been crampy and hormonal BUT today I was able to breathe and let some of it out of my mind (and body). I am so happy I have kept a check on my spiritual and mental status the last few weeks, reaching for that next best feeling! Monday I am planning a detox and have some friends on board to join me so we can help one another out. Success in numbers! Yay:)
I wanted to also mention that last night we interviewed Director, Actress, Acting Coach and Writer Katt Shea (Poison Ivy, Carry II The Rage, Psycho 3). Ktt is unique because she takes the Abraham-Hicks methods and applies them to her acting classes. We spoke about this as well as chatted about the Law of Abundance (LOA). We even have a crank call that sorta leant to the fun of the night. Have a listen if you get the hankerin!!
Love and Horror
Oh and I wold LOVE to meet up with everyone on Twitter and Facebook, I love the company!