The 100 Day Reality Challenge

It's actually Day 28...I jumped to conclusions...

Ok, earlier today I was feeling so down...I felt a knot in my stomach, couldn't concentrate on my workouts, felt like my heart was breaking...I need to meditate and see what I need to learn from this.

I haven't been in a relationship in so long, and to make it worse it's long distance. I had asked for it, because I hadn't been in a relationship in nearly 20 years I didn't feel ready for a local one yet, and I got exactly what I asked for, in fact he was delivered to my door so to speak, because it was someone I had met 13 years ago, one of my former diving students that looked me up and knocked on my door...

I wrote earlier that he was so affectionate and suddenly cut off contact...well, it had actually only been 3 days since I last heard from him. I got a long e-mail from him explaning the situation, he is an airline pilot and sudenly 3 pilots quit at once and he had to cover their flights, for this reason they canceled his vacation, he is exhausted and stressed.

How silly I was. Well, this delays us seeing eachother but it's ok, I am going to use the time to manifest other things in my life, concentrate on the other aspects, as well as what I want this to develop into so when we do see each other, it will be axactly what my heart desires. I also need to let go of being overly attached and too sensitive and my feelings of insecurity. I need the time to work on myself, and he needs the flight hours...

I need to go back over the intentions I set and concentrate on them...

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Comment by Shrreeya on October 30, 2009 at 11:30am
dats great Rosie:)so there lay the "something better":)
Comment by Jill on October 30, 2009 at 11:22am
Oh fantastic, thanks for the note to come read this. I just knew that all was going to be fine. All is good in Rosie's World...Im glad today is a good day...JILLY
Comment by Chris on October 30, 2009 at 9:51am
That's wonderful! You brought yourself to a place where your positive emotions outweighed your negative ones and things came together to "fix" what was thought to be broken. This is a good time to sit down and really hone in your desires about your perfect mate. If you want this one but closer then make it clear that you want to have the feelings that you would get with him near you more often.

If you've been there in the mind you will go there in the body.


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