The 100 Day Reality Challenge

It's my life, it's now or never! (Day 1)

Hello planet, it’s me!

Do you ever feel as if you have these seasons in your life? I do! Seasons of high energy, and seasons of a lower energy. The lower seasons usually end with some sort of wake up call where I see that I could be doing so much better there and then. And so I bounce back up. It’s as if the universe is saying to me “Hello, wake up, you’re about to drive off the road. Focus!” and then I open my eyes again. As if I’ve been injected with Starbucks. *laughs*

I’m very excited about this community, in fact, I’ve been so excited since I signed up that I haven’t been able to get to sleep at night. And I woke up a physical wreck in the morning. I’m currently waiting for the approval of my fiancée visa to move to the USA. That’s a very big step and a new life! I AM starting a new life and this one I’m PLANNING! For the past few years I’ve been thinking a lot about making the big change, talking to God and making a big impact on the planet. And now everything seems to be coming together again, a crossroad. I’ve decided to take on this 100 days project with the online community here.

I have lots of goals and aspirations. I’ve written down 25 of them in my profile. The most urgent one for me is to move to my girlfriend in California. So why hasn’t it happened yet? Maybe someone could give me suggestions? I’ve been wondering in the last two days if I’m ready. When I quit my job on 15 October I had this strong feeling I needed to burn some bridges behind me, I needed to give a sign to the universe like hey, its time! But am I ready? I want to go, but I do have a few things here that still need taken care of. I need to sort out the rest of my stuff to see what I’m taking with me. I need to make arrangements to have it shipped to my new address. I need to clean up and empty my old place. I need to arrange my healthcare and bank stuff. Maybe that’s all… I should do that asap so that I’m completely ready. I feel good thinking about this.

I’m ready to change, now I need to plan it in more detail! I think my goals are realistic, most of them are likely to happen, others seem further away. But thoughts and ideas have been flowing into my head during the past three days. I want to open myself up, but I need to get over the fear of putting myself out there, like on youtube. A few others have inspired me and encouraged me already just by putting their videos up. So I’m really leaning towards a videoblog. It’s time to work on my dreams now! Universe, I’m ready!


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Comment by mich on November 10, 2010 at 6:35pm
I like your post. I'm also starting my first season, 3rd day. Well, you inspired me by your enthusiasm and passion to go on to no matter what. Thanks.
Comment by Katie Yanick on November 10, 2010 at 3:57pm
I feel your energy and drive. I see clearly you will reach all of your goals and ambitions! I believe in looking at life as a cup half full, positivity is a key to making the day go in the direction you want it to. Dreams are important in providing us with the structure to which we can work towards our personal fulfillment. I believe in me and I believe in you!
Comment by Blossoming Beauty on November 10, 2010 at 1:09pm
hehehehehee I'm here so much, cuz I wanna really learn, know..feel, share...cuz I wanna be able to educate those who don't know..or understand...what is within each person.
Comment by Neo Shiffer on November 10, 2010 at 12:51pm
True. Fear seems to kill a lot of dreams. And you made a very good point about the good 'what ifs'. And thanks, you seem to be around the community site a lot too! I think I WILL ask people to help with certain things. I'm still finding my way around. HUGS!!!
Comment by Blossoming Beauty on November 10, 2010 at 12:16pm
That fear is what stops many of us from doing what we want to do....we get so stuck in the bad 'what ifs' we forget about the good 'what ifs'. Step out on the power that resides with in... YOU are the power of Source, it flows through ever molecule of your body...and you have to trust in that...know that, feel that, believe that. It's true you have to really decide what you want to happen...because the stronger you feel..the quicker it seems to happen. Sooo loved how you've jumped in here with both feet, welcoming others and doing just what this title suggest...IT IS NOW. Enjoy the blessings of each moment, find joy in all and feel your way thru everything....really FEEL. Best advice I have at the moment, as I'm a relatively new LOA person. There are many here who will help, just, some of us help without anyone asking....heheheheheeee!

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