Haven't been able to update so much due to an unstable availability of interweb.
Now I'm in a wee latvian village library, going to let y'all know about how grateful and happy I am here. Spending time with the grandparents for the first time in seven years is a real blessing and I am amazed at this manifestation of mine.
This is what I have been waiting for for years and now life is finally turning round. Honestly life is all changing completely!