Ok, so I've been doing a lot of healing, adjusting to people that are not really like me, but at the same time are excellent mirrors for growth. Thus, I am learning a lot from them.
And have been changing my mind rather frequently about what I actually want. To the point that, I'm beginning to see, I am flip-flopping a lot and I found that what is going on is focusing too much on what I think I want. It's caused my vibe to go down a lot. So I found some articles that seem more realistic to me about "manifesting" which really, when you get down to it, is actually, what you allow yourself to have. You aren't willing it, you are accepting it.
Anyway, so I read this article and it's good, thought I'd share it.