Last night I was in tears for some reason... I feel like I am going through a transformation, stuff is being uncovered and released and it's all out of my hands. Yesterday I felt like I just want to be able to release and let go of trying, but then I end up trying to not try and it's all very frustrating.
But then I awoke this morning, and I wrote my stuff. I breathed and went into the day knowing all is well. All is well. When I thought that I was doing things wrong, that I am not thinking right..then I felt bad. But when I changed for a moment and said to myself, "I am doing things right, look how well I am doing", I felt better immediately.
It made me realize how I'm not doing anything right or wrong, I'm only thinking it all. So I might as well believe I'm doing it right, and feel good. =)
So even thought I felt a little whoozy yesterday and this morning, I manifested the most amazing day!
I received my belly-dance DVD From A to Zoe, 3 weeks early!!! That NEVER happens in Ireland!! I couldn't believe it, I was so excited to receive it and open it up. From now on I intend to practise bellydancing everyday.
I visited an old school friend just to say goodbye (because by the grace of god I am moving to the capital. =D) And we had a most wonderful time, it was the first time I connected with her in that way since we were together years ago. I felt so great and blessed. And we had so many synchronicities I felt like I was flowing downstream with creation.
I went jogging this morning and did some dance and stretching when I came home.
I am grateful to be here with my family, I have the perfect family and home and I enjoy life.
Yeah so that's a pretty big manifestation, moving to Dublin! =D eh? Isn't that bloody terrific, I am so glad. Finally to get out of here and see some people. More opportunities. Perhaps I'll make it as a dancer. Or an actress..I'll be meeting with the director of the last film to talk about my next steps. Also I had a great idea, I will sit by the playground with my facepaints and face paint children for like 3 euro a face! Brilliant way to make some money.
Thank the lord for the inspiration and the means and all these wonderful things in my life.