I am going to take the plunge and start a new season (#13). I have not done this in well over a year. I cried so much today. Nothing has been going right in any area including my health, my kids, work, money, love life. I know I need to change my attitude from hopeless to hopeful. I started today by taking an hour long walk, and during it I repeated over and over, I am totally healthy, I will find a great house, I will meet a great man. It helped clear my head. Then I took a nap because I have been very stressed and tired. After that I took my kids out for a nice dinner. I just got done with a very relaxing epsom salt bath. I took care of myself today. I am done crying. I know I need to change my attitude and I'll be fine. Not everything is bad. And my life has so much potential to improve. I know I have the power to change things. Namaste.