Not so well intentioned!

It's funny, ever since the Deepak's meditation has finished, I've not been as good as keeping my intentions done!

I'm still doing meditation morning and evening, my gratitude journal and normal journalling. But not keeping up on here! Anyway, never mind, I'm not beating myself up. I've noticed these last couple of weeks that I tend to be coming home from work and monging out. I've not got much motivation. I need to get back to the spiritual side of it all by reconnecting and spending less time on the PC!

Tonight I make it my intention to come off the computer at 8pm and listen to a hayhouseradio show while I'm fiddling around. It doesn't help that there are loads of advent competitions, so I've been doing them too!

Does anyone else feel like this at all? Slightly disconnected? As if I'm going into myself a bit. I'm sticking to my affirmations too but yeah, feeling a little less motivated and connected to the Universe. I really want to get back there. In the spring/summer when I first started all this, I felt such a new lease of life. Then as the healing started, I was pulled down a bit and now I'm just up and down. One day I'm good, the next I'm a little numb. I don't feel really down at all, which is great and I don't feel resentment or anger either. Is it just the energies at the moment? Or do I need to kick myself up the bum to become better connected to Source?

Thanks in advance, guys, I know law of attraction will bring me the right answers xxxxxxx

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Comment by Kelly Martin on December 6, 2012 at 1:26pm: I agree with Raizel too, also I consider this silly season, everything is hectic, busy, energy is flopping around here there and everywhere, some people happy, some people buzzing, some people stressed.. understandable will feel like a reed in the wind blowing around. I miss Deepak meditations, I need to find some more as I really liked those. Hugs x

Comment by Sophie COLAS on December 3, 2012 at 4:54pm: Rachel,
I agree with Raizel, it's not easy everyday. It will be better. Have faith. :-)

Comment by Rachel M on December 3, 2012 at 2:16pm: Thank you so much hun, it's nice to know that it's a normal part of the journey xxx

Comment by Raizel on December 3, 2012 at 1:54pm: I seem to flactuate, I started off with a couple of wonderful weeks or reconnecting, then felt rather disconnected last week but it started to improve again on Saturday. I think it's all a part of the journey, both the highs and the lows. Like a learning process. I think it takes time to get to a state when you're constantly tuned in. So you're doing the right thing not beating yourself up for it and just taking things as they are. You'll find the connection again, don't worry. :)