Good morning everyone.
My attention lately has been on maintaining my decision to take action and follow though on things. I was underneath hundreds of small physical tasks, i.e. people to call, things to mail, things to return, things to have fixed, paperwork, even both of my telephone message boxes and my primary emails inbox were full and not accepting messages. I was feeling awful and fearful about this. Like, at my age if I am still like this, what will become of me? My vibration was off and I could see evidence by what I was attracting. It was time to make a change.
So lately I am listening to subliminal messages often and changing my self-talk. I am following the advice of Abraham in that I am trying to take incremental steps from the thoughts where I have wrong beliefs and low self-esteem. For instance, just looking around at the businesses in my area and seeing the people that work there I think "If I could work close to home it wouldn't be too bad. I could still take great care of my kids. Maybe I could make good money too." Basically talking myself up from the dismal feeling I have had lately around the subject. The thoughts and the feeling around the subject of work included images of myself walking through a windy chamber on the way to a metro, freezing cold, late, hungry, missing my kids, wearing an uncomfortable suit and stupid two-inch heals and think NOOOO! That is where my employment dream has stopped lately. Finally I have come to terms with the fact that I would benefit from shifting my beliefs.
The first thing I did was to purchase a subliminal recording called Stop Procrastinating and I think it might be really helping me. Within a few weeks of listening I noticed a change. I was still lazy, but I found myself making the right decisions of which actions to take, prioritizing suddenly came easily and that one fact alone created a shift because I had the huge feeling of relief that the important part had been done. Another thing I am realizing is that I am pretty hard on myself and still somehow have a few negative ideas about myself and my tendencies. I am trying to be nicer to myself and gently work my thoughts and beliefs where they need to be.
I am going to be aware of my thoughts and deliberately talk myself though. I am also considering printing out a few of those focus wheels and doing that process to clear up my vibrations.
This is what I have been listening to: