I am starting my challenge tomorrow. One of my main focuses is going to be on getting a good job, actually a great job. This job will provide me with the income that I need, in addition I will love the routine of going to work, I will love setting a good example for my kids, and I will love the feeling of getting those checks every month ( or twice a month).
To search for the job, I plan to do some kind of work to begin to believe in my own worthiness and capacity to perform. I will be listening to meditations and subliminal messages daily that relate to my success in career and finances.
I will also do a lot of work on my fitness. Until I find the job going to the gym daily will be a priority. I will regain my strength and my confidence in my body. Also will be devoting some time to my skin care to really be at my best.
Love is an area that I don't know how to address yet. The vibration I put off in that area of my life is clearly messed up, which is why I took finding love off my list of goals. I realize that I absolutely must make repairs to that whole area of belief and thought in order for me to stop getting bad results. One thing I plan to do is to look for people who really love each other and talk to them about how they met and what it is like. Honestly, my belief is already in love. I am certain of it. What my doubts are more that maybe I am too old, or that having two kids by two different dads somehow rules me out for good men who are interested in having a family. Like there is a part of me that no matter what still really believes that maybe I am not good enough... How to stop that? I am assuming that either doing things that make me worthy or just by accepting that it is true simply because I exist.