Things in my life are so unstable at the moment. So much is changing. I am changing. My inner change is starting to be reflected around me in outer change and I am feeling a tad overwhelmed.
I have not been active on this site for a while now but something called me back here today. A yearning for connection. A need for support. A cry out for help. A desire for the feeling of love, joy and fulfillment I used to get from the community on this site. Something is telling me that I need to be back on here. That I need to reach out.
I feel like the next 3 months are going to be transformational for me. I have spent the past year doing some deep inner work, clearing out old energy and old karma. I have come to new levels of awareness, strength, connection and power. I have come through the worst of it, but now I must complete the mission. I have been letting go, shedding old skins and clearing a space for the new, and now the new is ready to come. I feel as if I am going to be reborn. I can sense it yet I cant quite see it. But it is definitely on its way.
2 weeks ago I resigned from a job which has been making me miserable and has kept me stuck in a very negative and low energy environment. In 4 weeks I finish there. I do not yet know what I will do next. All I know is that it is going to be much more in line with my heart energy, who I really am, and the new world we are creating.
My lease ends in my apartment on July 31st which also means I will be moving home. Another fresh start. Another clean slate. I do not know where I will live as yet, but once again it will be a home that is very in line with my heart space and supportive of who I really am
So much is changing and I feel the need to remain grounded, present and connected in order to get through it. I think it would be good for me to use CCOR as a resource to help me through this time. I can draw on the support of this community and use my blogs to help me reflect on what I am going through. I am also interested to track what unfolds in my life over the next 100 days as it is bound to be exciting.
I intend to start Season 4 on June 1 2010. I cant wait to reconnect with you all
Love and Light xxx