First of all, I must say thank you to everyone who commented on my previous blog post/profile. I was very surprised that anyone even noticed it much less would bother to leave a comment :) It was very nice!
Well it has been about a week since I officially "started" the challenge but actually, I haven't changed my routine even one iota. At first I was trying really hard to make those positive affirmations and try to quash those negative thoughts but it feels absolutely impossible! It requires every ounce of my energy just to "think positive" for not even five minutes, and then I just give up.
Although, a few good things have happened in the past week: my bf finally got a big paycheck for a project so that's helping out financially, I found someone to sublet my place while I'm gone for the summer and booked a ticket outta here, wuhu! I've been busy this week lecturing at the museum on top of my regular job but haven't been able to deliver with my usual enthusiastic style, as I'm wiped out with the stress of finishing school/wrapping up loose ends/getting ready for my summer job.
Other than that, I don't think I'm any closer to any of my goals and have really got to pull myself up out of these blues. Hopefully I'll be able to report on some *real* progress the next time I write here. I did not anticipate this endeavor being so challenging.
Keeping my fingers crossed...