Really its my first season

So here I am AGAIN. Trying to start off with some sort of purpose. If this sounds sort of depressing, well I suppose it is. This season, I'm laying it all bear and fessing up that I'm unable to manifast anything worthwhile as long as I'm sick. And sick I have been. I'm mentally ill. There I said it. How do you feel about me saying that?

I've been sick most of my life with depression and I may need medication for the rest of my life. I will endeavor to not to get too "new agey" and "positive thinking" with this for it can be a dangerous road for us depressives to wander on. It can set us up for faillure and failure causes stress and stress causes illness. So what I am doing now on this site is to follow the founders of this site's original intention and to record myself for 100 days straight. I hope I don't wear you all down with my depressive rants, but it is necessary for me to see if I can get through a whole season with an original goal. And this 1st season is to get myself healthy physically. For I am a true believer of mind, body, soul connection. If I can get myself physically healthy, I can then work on my mental and spiritual health...so I think...for now.

God Bless you all!

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Comment by TommyK Atanasow on October 12, 2010 at 9:43am: Its good to have your feet firmly planted on the ground. Know that the world can carry on around you and you are perfect as you stand, just as you are. Have you done any outdoor activities lately?

Comment by Shelia Campbell on October 9, 2010 at 10:50pm: Hi Kathleen,

It is so nice to meet you and sweetie you are a wonderful person. It is so brave of you to say that. You are special honey. Let me say this depression, It can stop you dead in your tracks. I battle with it all the time but I learned thats where the work comes in. with this LOA you can actually change the way your mind works, now I know you can fall into a deep depression, where that sad feeling wont let up, but I have learned to embrace it, feel it. It is a process I know it takes time to learn how to deal with it. but that one day you will look up and notice how well you are dealing with this thing called depression. This site is filled with so much uplifting, positive , supportive co-creators, you are in the right place wether you are depressed or not. Enjoy your 100 day challenge and take it one day at a time. We embrace you.

Comment by Blossoming Beauty on October 9, 2010 at 6:51pm: WELCOME to your Season 1!!!
You won't wear us down, we're here to encourage and support. We're here to share and listen to whatever you care to share. I've had bouts of depression as well...and have battled thru to the other side...and that was well before I even knew about LOA. One moment at a time...step by step..day by day..and you will reach the goals you set for yourself.
Sending you hugglies filled with love and joy!!!

Comment by Poetry Girl aka mytruestory85 on October 9, 2010 at 4:38pm: I've seen your picture on the main page and there was something that attracted me, then I went to the blog page and saw your blog on top. First of all, welcome to this group and second hats off for being brave and say that you have deperssion. Many people wouldn't say that. I wish you all the very best for your first season. Keep sharing and not it won't wear us down if you don't feel sometimes well. Keep sharing as long as you want. We all can learn so much from each other. It might take some time until the patch to mental and spiritual health is free of obstacles but keep it going. :))))