I have been feeling depressed for the past few days.
It all startd more or less when my best friend told me about my ex-boyfriend's wedding. I guess I had not kown how much such news would affect me. The most depressing thought is that by ex i far ahead of me if he created his soul-mate and is getting married.....Still, I only know a part of the picture, not the whole one.....I wish him all the best!
Another thing that seems to depress me is the question T. and a threat of a possible bond or maybe his indecisiveness or mine.....I do not get it at all.......thinking about him seems to occupy my mind.....Because of these 2 events I have not been able to concentrate myself and work effectively, I do not work out, I just sit at my computer and try to do something or just have several naps a day.....I really do not like it, I want to me optimistic and energetic again......but I guess I need this mood, to look inside me and to ask myself some questions.........
1. Where am I now?
2. What do I really want?
3. What are my thoughts?
4. What are my words?
5. How do I treat others?
I hope tomorrow will be a better day!
Good night Co-creators!
I wish you all the best!