Reflections

Hello Co-creators!

I have been feeling depressed for the past few days.
It all startd more or less when my best friend told me about my ex-boyfriend's wedding. I guess I had not kown how much such news would affect me. The most depressing thought is that by ex i far ahead of me if he created his soul-mate and is getting married.....Still, I only know a part of the picture, not the whole one.....I wish him all the best!

Another thing that seems to depress me is the question T. and a threat of a possible bond or maybe his indecisiveness or mine.....I do not get it at all.......thinking about him seems to occupy my mind.....Because of these 2 events I have not been able to concentrate myself and work effectively, I do not work out, I just sit at my computer and try to do something or just have several naps a day.....I really do not like it, I want to me optimistic and energetic again......but I guess I need this mood, to look inside me and to ask myself some questions.........

1. Where am I now?
2. What do I really want?
3. What are my thoughts?
4. What are my words?
5. How do I treat others?

I hope tomorrow will be a better day!

Good night Co-creators!
I wish you all the best!

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Comment by Chris on February 1, 2010 at 12:36pm: So funny that I was brought back to this today. I just watched the movie 500 Days of Summer and it touches on the whole "ex being ahead" thing beautifully. Not to mention that the movie is beautifully directed.

Hope things are going well!

Comment by Jill on January 31, 2010 at 9:51pm: I truly miss you, JIlly

Comment by Matt Makowski on January 3, 2010 at 9:11pm: Aleksandra........hi in the year 2010. The pain of loss and being rejected (because he goes and gets married.. and not to you) is natural. You have to have it, whether now or later. So don't bottle it in (and I am talking to you AND to myself... I have a divorce after 30 years of marriage!). The one way I have been coping with this enormous pain is to journal. I bought a book by Sandy Grason... one of the co-founders of this site... It's called Journalution. I bet you could get a copy, perhaps even used, at Amazon.com (if they will mail it to Poland). An excellent book and started me off in a great practice. I wish you peace and a soothed soul. Matt

Comment by Maggie May on January 3, 2010 at 8:50pm: Hey, sorry to hear about this! I am getting a small dose of that right now with the guy i was dating. As for the ex being "ahead", don't sweat it. You don't know even what their relationship is like so how could you know he's ahead? I totally understand that feeling, since I had the same thoughts with my ex, but don't worry about what his relationship is or isn't. His relationship doesn't change the fact that you can still find someone perfect. It doesn't seem or feel like it right now, but just have some faith.

Comment by Chris on January 3, 2010 at 4:34pm: Happy thoughts coming your way. This is the year of choice. You can choose whatever you want.

Comment by Diane D on January 2, 2010 at 10:00pm: Sending wonderful vibes to you.
Sweet Dreams,
Diane