I've been having this realization lately that life really should be good. It really is all about a choice.
The last blog post that I wrote was really negative. I ended up taking it down because I just didn't like the energy surrounding it--not what people wrote, but the energy that I gave it, and since then (okay since 2 days ago) I just haven't been inspired to write. I wasn't happy about what I wrote or how I was feeling. Anyway, right now, everything is fine in my life. In fact, when I think about it, I see that everything is really great. Right now, though, I just am. I'm not feeling overly excited or sad or anything. I'm feeling rather mellow which is okay.
My husband did have a job interview (I wrote about him a few blogs ago; he's been looking for work for a while). I think he really does want to contract and not necessarily work for others, but that kind of work just hasn't appeared. Every time he tries to put up a website, for example, and get moving, something happens, and he still doesn't have a website up. The energy is just off. Maybe there is a reason why obstacles keep appearing. Maybe the universe is trying to tell him something. I'm hoping that this interview will get him moving, although right now he's in the other room playing a video game and not feeling very good at all; actually he looks pretty bad. I know that this is his journey and he has to figure it out, so for right now I am just sending him a lot of love and light and support. I want him to find and do what he wants to do. I want him to be truely happy.