Where Have I Been?
I haven't been anywhere!
I kind of let things go to the universe. I've still been doing my meditation and whatnot, but I just haven't really found the words to post a blog, but now I kind of have.
Yesterday I went to see Sex and The City 2 (which was wonderful) but a preview was shown of Eat Pray Love.
Now before I go any further, I should say that I'm going through another Dark Night Of The Soul. About a month ago I spent a whole day crying about how differently I see the world and how alone I feel because the people around me don't understand -- apart from mum. Mum always understands. Mum does energy healing, so she let me cry, then gave me some healing.
I felt better but you know, I've still got that Dark Night goin' on.
I am pretty much the 'black sheep' in my group of girlfriends -- oh they love me, but they don't understand how I live my life. They can't understand why I always seem to be looking for something. Why can't I just settle with the 'normal' life they all have? I don't even know the answer to that!! But as I'm writing this I should say that I'm starting to think that If they don't understand it then it's not my problem! I shouldn't feel bad for who I am for goodness sake!
So, yes back to this Eat Pray Love movie. You know, the preview really jumped out at me. I actually found myself almost crying because it spoke to me so much. I think I'll go see it. Well, I don't think my soul would have it any other way.