So yesterday I decided to do a new 4 day marathon focusing on building up my self confidence again. I'm sick and was meant to be off today but I was woken up to teach so I'm in our office today sharing space w/my ex whatever he was.
His new girlfriend comes in five days and I've met her and she's lovely and I'm angry today that he has someone and I don't. I'm angry that he was so mean and disrespectful to me and the three girls before me and now he has a relationship w/a nice girl. He's excited about her moving here from the Uk and everyone is talking about it like yay for him he's finally growing up and having a real relationship. I'm having a hard time understanding how a selfish, toxic person can get everything and a genuinely nice person like me is flying solo. I know that holding on to anger hurts no one but me but I'm at a loss. Is there such thing as karma? And how is this LOA in action??