season 1- day 1 of 100 (01/11/09)
Hello every 1 this is sophie Thurston. This is my first day ever doing the 100 day chalenge and i am so exited. Feal free 2 add me as a friend and comment. I am up 2 getting 2 now any one and i nead all the suport i can get on this 100 day challenge. So feel free 2 add me :D.
I have gave my chalenge a name and that is Sophie's 100 day personal chalenge. I have named it that because i am going 2 set my self a lot of personal goals that are going 2 make me progres as a person. I am seting my self personal goals because i feel as if i have 2 progres as a person before i progres in other aspecs of my life like education, relatinships etc. Ones i have compleated my personal chalenge i will be doing chalengis on other things.
I am going 2 be bloging on hear every day and i will be making a video and posting it on hear at the start of my 100 day chalenge wich is 2 day and the end of my 100 day chalenge and all so if i make some good progres i will be posting a vid about that 2. I will all so be posting a vid at the start of my 100 day chalenge wich is 2 day and the end of my 100 day chalenge.
Right it is day 1 of 100. Its time 2 get started i think. I found this web site by watching some 1ns vid on youtube about the 100 day chalenge. I was very interested by this and decided that i was going 2 do the 100 day challenge. I decided 2 set the goals that i have set 4 my self because I think horible thorts in my hed that I am worthless and that no wone loves me and i nead 2 bost my confidence.
My first goal i set my self is; larn 2 forget about bad things that have happend in the past and forgive the people that have done bad things 2 me and have hert me in the past and learn 2 move on and stop dweling on the past. I desided 2 set this goal because a lot of people have hert me in the past and have let me and all tho i act like i have forgiven the people that have hert me and act like nothing has hapend deep down i still feel realy hert and i am a deep thinker. But the bad thing is i think deeply about the bad things in my life and hardly ever think about the good things. I realy want 2 forget about the bad things that have hapend in my life and move on but the truble is i cant stop dweling on the past. I get let down by a lot of people because I give people so much respect and cair about some of the people in my life a little 2 much that i treet them so well that wen they do somthing bad 2 me i dont understand y they would do that and how they could do it. I have realised that I am all ways thinking about the past or what is going 2 happen in the future that i some times 4 get about what is hapening now and forget that I will never have this time in my life back and never live in the moment. The trouble is I am not shore how this goal is going 2 turn out in the end becuase people ceap on hurting me and leting me down over and over and how can you forget wen people ceap leting you down and ceap reminding you of the bad things in the past?
My second goal is; . get my self 2 realise that i am goodinuff 4 this world and that i do have a perpus in life and that there is point of me being in this world. I have set this goal because some times i wonder what is the point any more and some times i wonder if people would evan notice if i was dead and i dont think I am ever goodinuff for any one in this world not evan my mum. I feel like I am not wanted sometimes and that I am a big mistake. Well I was a mistake i was not a pland baby. So when i was about 6 months old my father left my mum and left her as a single mum and i have never seen him since. I feel as if I am not goodinuff because what ever I do never seems 2 pleas any one espesialy not my mum. I feel as iff my life is based around a constant batle of trying to pleas every one and i wish 2 change that and I onistly do not think I have any perpuss in life and think what is the point. I wish 2 change all this i want 2 find my perpus in life and i need my self 2 realise that there is point and that I am goodinuff and stop trying 2 pleas every one and start doing stuff for my self not any one ells and if people dont like the way I am then o well.
My thurd goal is; learn 2 open up more 2 people insted of me ceaping all of my feelings inside. I have noticed that i tend to ceap all of my feelings inside and let all of my troubles eat away at me till I brake down. I wish 2 change this. I tend 2 put on this act infrunt of every one that i am loud, confident, dont cair what people think and that i am not scerd of any think and that i am ready for whatever life throws at me and when somthing goas rong and when some one hurts me i tend 2 act like i dont cair. Some times I think people around me forget that i do have other feelings other that happy becase I have bean so good consealing my feelings that people hardly ever see me with other feelings than happy that they have grown 2 think that no mater what they do I will never get upset. But what they dont realise is that as soon as I get home I shut my self in my room and just cry. Because I never show people any other feelings other than me being happy I tend 2 cry my self 2 sleep most nights thinking about all of the horible stuff that has hapend 2 me. I belive the start of all this started when i was very yong because I have all ways bean neglected emotionaly and my family isant a family that realy shows their emotions and stuff. I can remember 1 time crying and trying 2 tell my mum somthing and trying 2 open up 2 her but she just laughed at me and told me that I was just stuped. My mum never sed I love you 2 me well i can never remember her saying it. We have mo
I have gave my chalenge a name and that is Sophie's 100 day personal chalenge. I have named it that because i am going 2 set my self a lot of personal goals that are going 2 make me progres as a person. I am seting my self personal goals because i feel as if i have 2 progres as a person before i progres in other aspecs of my life like education, relatinships etc. Ones i have compleated my personal chalenge i will be doing chalengis on other things.
I am going 2 be bloging on hear every day and i will be making a video and posting it on hear at the start of my 100 day chalenge wich is 2 day and the end of my 100 day chalenge and all so if i make some good progres i will be posting a vid about that 2. I will all so be posting a vid at the start of my 100 day chalenge wich is 2 day and the end of my 100 day chalenge.
Right it is day 1 of 100. Its time 2 get started i think. I found this web site by watching some 1ns vid on youtube about the 100 day chalenge. I was very interested by this and decided that i was going 2 do the 100 day challenge. I decided 2 set the goals that i have set 4 my self because I think horible thorts in my hed that I am worthless and that no wone loves me and i nead 2 bost my confidence.
My first goal i set my self is; larn 2 forget about bad things that have happend in the past and forgive the people that have done bad things 2 me and have hert me in the past and learn 2 move on and stop dweling on the past. I desided 2 set this goal because a lot of people have hert me in the past and have let me and all tho i act like i have forgiven the people that have hert me and act like nothing has hapend deep down i still feel realy hert and i am a deep thinker. But the bad thing is i think deeply about the bad things in my life and hardly ever think about the good things. I realy want 2 forget about the bad things that have hapend in my life and move on but the truble is i cant stop dweling on the past. I get let down by a lot of people because I give people so much respect and cair about some of the people in my life a little 2 much that i treet them so well that wen they do somthing bad 2 me i dont understand y they would do that and how they could do it. I have realised that I am all ways thinking about the past or what is going 2 happen in the future that i some times 4 get about what is hapening now and forget that I will never have this time in my life back and never live in the moment. The trouble is I am not shore how this goal is going 2 turn out in the end becuase people ceap on hurting me and leting me down over and over and how can you forget wen people ceap leting you down and ceap reminding you of the bad things in the past?
My second goal is; . get my self 2 realise that i am goodinuff 4 this world and that i do have a perpus in life and that there is point of me being in this world. I have set this goal because some times i wonder what is the point any more and some times i wonder if people would evan notice if i was dead and i dont think I am ever goodinuff for any one in this world not evan my mum. I feel like I am not wanted sometimes and that I am a big mistake. Well I was a mistake i was not a pland baby. So when i was about 6 months old my father left my mum and left her as a single mum and i have never seen him since. I feel as if I am not goodinuff because what ever I do never seems 2 pleas any one espesialy not my mum. I feel as iff my life is based around a constant batle of trying to pleas every one and i wish 2 change that and I onistly do not think I have any perpuss in life and think what is the point. I wish 2 change all this i want 2 find my perpus in life and i need my self 2 realise that there is point and that I am goodinuff and stop trying 2 pleas every one and start doing stuff for my self not any one ells and if people dont like the way I am then o well.
My thurd goal is; learn 2 open up more 2 people insted of me ceaping all of my feelings inside. I have noticed that i tend to ceap all of my feelings inside and let all of my troubles eat away at me till I brake down. I wish 2 change this. I tend 2 put on this act infrunt of every one that i am loud, confident, dont cair what people think and that i am not scerd of any think and that i am ready for whatever life throws at me and when somthing goas rong and when some one hurts me i tend 2 act like i dont cair. Some times I think people around me forget that i do have other feelings other that happy becase I have bean so good consealing my feelings that people hardly ever see me with other feelings than happy that they have grown 2 think that no mater what they do I will never get upset. But what they dont realise is that as soon as I get home I shut my self in my room and just cry. Because I never show people any other feelings other than me being happy I tend 2 cry my self 2 sleep most nights thinking about all of the horible stuff that has hapend 2 me. I belive the start of all this started when i was very yong because I have all ways bean neglected emotionaly and my family isant a family that realy shows their emotions and stuff. I can remember 1 time crying and trying 2 tell my mum somthing and trying 2 open up 2 her but she just laughed at me and told me that I was just stuped. My mum never sed I love you 2 me well i can never remember her saying it. We have mo
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