Hi Co-Creators and Friends,
I must say first of all I'm greatful to be feeling as well as I do, don't get me wrong I'm not better but feeling 85% better than yesterday. :) That's a good thing too figuring I would've rather just curled up into a ball and be left alone yesterday.
Some interesting things happened this week, every couple of days I get a motivational email from "The Universe" and this last two really spoke to me:
(As you know I'm looking for the real me and to feel REALLY Loved)
Did you know, Homemom3, that whenever you feel love, you literally begin to glow? You probably did.
But did you know that the glowing is actually made up of zillions of minute sparkles? And that these sparkles receive as much energy as they create? And that because of this energy exchange you completely stop aging and look younger? Abundance is immediately drawn to you? ~ The Universe~ (there was more to it but won't copy everything)
I also read this line in "Ask and It is Given": You have never enjoyed someone else telling you what to do. Further on it states the following, which is very true and just like me. Still, in your attempt to release it for the sake of getting along, or in your hopeless resignation that you have no other choice than to give up your powerful
right to choose... you have gone crossways to your natural current, and contrary to your very soul. Very true and now that I've read it and thought long and hard, I know what it is I need to do. I must get that control back and unlike many I need to be the NO, this is the way I want to do it girl. I know many say don't and No are bad, however I think it is just the opposite when that's become your world and not who you are. You are suppose to rise up and start speaking what you want, Yes I want this, or NO, we aren't doing it that way anymore. Wow, this really hit the spot for me yesterday.
Earlier in the week, right before I'd found this group I'd received: Homemom3, it is easy. Just once a day, imagine the life you dream of. Believe that it can be yours in this world of magic and miracles. Choose to live as if you know of its inevitable manifestation.
By the way, I'm dressed, wearing my nice jeans and a purple cashmere top, hair is actually down but nicely and I have a little makeup. My daughter will take a picture later today and it'll be here for tomorrow. Earlier we took a few (kids and I) but I kept deleting them thinking how bad they were or pointing out other things. The more I thought about it though the more I realized I have to do this, whether I like it or not for this is who I am and I need to see the positive. (the pic of me in pig tails was taken a year ago)
Vision board is coming along, not quite done but I'm getting excited about it. I'm also reading more of Ask & it is Given as well as Jack Canfield's Principles. Oh and I may have another person joining this board, not sure yet but I've been talking all about the 100 Day Challenge so we'll see.
Today's goals: Clean kitchen, dining room and living room. Learn how to get the bad energy out of my house and refresh it with the good. I've heard others talking about it so I'll be searching to see if anyone describes how this is done. Finish my board and do tons of reading. I'm looking at various yoga/pilates dvds, right nwo they have to wait due to funds.