The 100 Day Reality Challenge

Season 1 Day 4 - Resistance etc......

Hi Co-creators,

yesterday the 'sloth demon' came and stole my time and energy while I wasn't looking.

Feeling so much resonance with what's going on here on this forum, and enthusiasm about the changes taking place in my own mind (and hopefully my life), the inertia caught me by surprise this week, it was also accompanied by a sense of doubt and indecision rendering me powerless to take any action.

Today I woke up with a strong intuition about the need to be more vigilant; generally more mindful and/or awake, taking things a step at a time, with awareness. One of the first things I realised was that these thieves are part of an army of resistance that show up whenever I experience a change in consciousness; I sense that fear is driving the refusal to collaborate with the changes taking place. Understanding the fear (commitment to my own and others happiness?), and the doubts I'm having is one of my intentions today.

I also want to acknowledge a sense of shame that I have about having ordinary material needs, a feeling that I should be 'sorted' by now, at my age. In short, judging myself without taking into consideration the long and difficult path and the hard work it's taken me to get to this point of 'take off', of being ready to not only manifest what I need but also the things that I want. It feels so important that I do this, and also that I let you all know what those things are as a way of moving through the shame, as I very easily get stuck on surviving rather than thriving.

Wishing everyone here a day filled with joy!

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Comment by Cindy on February 28, 2009 at 7:25am
Dear Lynne,

You can be very proud of yourself: you are honest with yourself and aware of your feelings and thoughts!

What can help when you feel fear and resistance is EFT. Quite a few co-creators have posted videos on doing EFT, which helps release emotions. And looking at the things that are currently in your life, appreciating those small things like a lovely cup of tea and allowing yourself to do things one step at a time.

Welcome to this wonderful website. Hope you enjoy your journey!


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