Season 1 Day 48 - I AM the universe...? Really?!

Ok so some of you might have seen my last post which included a link to this video series by BASHAR. Here's the link if you haven't seen it yet.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpWTTJsLWCw&feature=related

I realized so many important things after listening to it and have managed to stay present and aligned with my truth for basically two days straight (that's a big deal for me because I tend to go in and out of it a lot)

One thing that really stuck with me is that you can't just think about what you want and wait for it to come. You have to take action to make it real for yourself or do things that mimick the reality you eventually want. This makes so much sense because we are physical beings on a physical plane. I personally find it difficult to sit and just imagine what it would be like if I had that reality....It would seem so much more real if I was actually IN that reality. So whatever you want right now, ACT it out and take ACTION. If you want a certain item, go to the store and actually hold it in your hands. Do something that "similar" to what you want. If you REALLY want something you would think you would get up and try to get it right? I realized that I am just as crucial in the creation process as the universe. But that doesn't mean you need to worry about what will happen in between wanting something and actually getting it. I find myself constantly thinking "but HOW will this happen?" which brings me to the next thing I learned...

There is no way we can know HOW something will come about, it's simply impossible. But we still find ourselves anticipating and wondering whether the universe is going to bring us the right thing or in the right way. The thing is...we ARE the universe. How can we not know what we want?? 

I used to picture the universe as a seperate entity, sort of like santa claus type who lives in space and is creating all these things for me. But the last two days instead of picturing this "guy" I pictured my "higher self" or my "spiritual self" who looks just like me, standing on a mountain somewhere watching over me at all times whispering in my ear what to do because she can see what's best for me. This really allowed me to relax and to truly trust that what I need will just be there for me because my higher self is looking after me and my physical self and my higher self are actually one in the same and how could I not know what was best for ME? I can trust ME! Because I KNOW what I really want and so that's exactly what will come to me. You really have to watch the video to understand that part. I just feel safer knowing that I am in control now, instead of leaving EVERYTHING up to the universe. ANd I don't have to think ahead "how will this happen" and think of every step because that is for my higher self to think about. I just need to listen to them.

The instant I learned these two ideas, I feel like I've been living in a different world. Everything has been coming so easily to me and I just feel so relaxed about life. There were a couple times that I would start to think ahead about HOW something will happen or worry about the future, but then I just picture the spiritual world me looking down on physical world me and I know that she's taking care of everything. How can I not trust ME? It just makes you feel calm about life!

Watch the video series!!!