season 1 day 81 - a low vibration

Last night I had a nightmare about someone from my past - it really shook me up and as a result left me disorientated this morning. However, it didn't stop me from applying for jobs. I've kept my vibrations calm, relaxed and focused today. Just a few hours ago though I started to feel really low and begun crying. I think deep down inside I'm feeling lonely and miss having someone around. I know its a phase so I'll get over it. I immediately took to meditating on my intentions and kept calm. The crying was cathartic so I did feel better, just feeling somewhat drained at the moment.

I know good things are on the way - I did an online tarot reading today and it signifies that things are looking up and great changes are being heralded, especially financial and jobwise! YAY

And the great thing abotu today was, when I had to buy a few necessary things from the supermarket, I didn't feel guilty at all. In fact, I felt abundant that I'm gonna cook a wonderful meal.

Tonight will be dedicated to my writing - I haven't found any freelance opportunities yet for beauty journalism, however I'm sure the universe is delivering it really soon :0)

Love and blessings to all

xxx