I am so excited to be back and writing, and especially to be sharing this journey with my sister. I moved far away from home, miss her and I love being able to connect with her through such a positive medium.
I guess my biggest most fantastic manifestation (ever really!) since Season 1 was I DID get pregnant, and had a beautiful baby boy on Sept. 7th (Logan). I used the principles of co-creating and made a vision board to help me focus through my pregnancy. I really wanted to have a home/water birth, but was a bit unsure of myself (my body's capabilities- especially since this was my first pregnancy) but focused and created the scenario in my head, replaying it over and over- how relaxed, how strong my body would be. I envisioned my healthy baby being born, lifting him out of the water, healthy and strong......I had an amazing birth, and now have my precious Logan!
So as I enter Season 2, I am rediscovering myself, as an individual, a mother and wife. As I slowly am starting to peek through the sleepless haze I have been in the last 2 months, I feel reenergized to truly live my life with purpose, positivity and love. I want my son to experience every ounce of beauty the world has to offer.
For now my blog's may be short as "quiet time" is very limited right now but I will do my best to quickly write my thoughts.
I want to take full advantage of this time in my life, to immerse myself in the "now" and rediscover the beauty of the world through my child's eye's. To let my guard down, and be joyful and embrace the experiences that come my way and to have the courage to reach for the ones that seem a bit too far away. I want to love without fear, speak with courage and strength and give of myself freely.
I find myself in a whole new world, and have not had time yet to pinpoint what exactly I want. I'm in so many new roles...it's a bit disorienting.
I know that right now I am nursing my little Logan who has a cold, and I want him to feel better and be healthy again. I also know that I would love to sleep...so off I go for now.