I wonder if starting to practice the LOA again is weight training again - where your muscle has memory so its easier to get back to where you left off...or maybe I'm just feeling better because I treated myself well today.
The morning started out OK and I was in meetings for most of the rest of the day, but I left a little early and stopped at the supermarket on the way home. I don't know what got into me but I decided to pick up a dozen white roses that looked gorgeous and only cost $10 and a bottle of champagne and a big slab of cake (in addition to my basic groceries). This is really out of character for me but it made me feel good - like it was a birthday and I was buying these things for someone I cared about (me). I felt good about that because I've been reading that you can't expect to receive love and be open to it unless you love yourself first.
The rest of the evening was a bit of a blur between working on work stuff, my side project and chatting with my sister (and briefly my Dad) on the phone. Between meetings today, I was also able to call my cousin in London who I'm very close with and catch up and plan our European holiday this summer.
I feel quite spoiled what with the hair styling, salon grooming, massage, champagne, roses and cake I've treated myself to in the last 5 days! But I don't feel guilty at all for the pampering - I've been working really hard and I deserve a little pampering....and I'm so fortunate and grateful I can provide all this for myself. The abundance of money that flows to me consistently allows me such pleasures every now and again.
I look forward to getting into a rhythm that I can sustain tomorrow - a balanced lifestyle where I'm organized and efficient.