Sierra 1ne Day Thirteen - The Dark Side has me......

Another beautiful day....it was, well still is my very very close...ummmmm....well she's quite close...anyways her B-day and I was excited made it super duper special for her and just kept doing anything for them....dropped her to work and as she was running late and then went of to grab her a hearty lunch for her special day...I was on a super duper high, cos i've just started to feel like this more and more...i'm loving this CCOR world more n more...neways so went to gie her her lunch when she comes out feeling vexed saying she done with the day and mainly was upset that her workmates did not put any thought into whatever they gave her (cos she puts a hell of a lot of thought into giving and just wanted the same i guess appreciation)...so i tred to make her feel better but shucks its just got worse to the point....(now this is the point I'm mainly blogging about...but I need the origination written)....SO...to the point where her vexed mood rubbed off on me.....and NOW its 12pm and I am VEXED as ....omg i was vexed....all that POSITIVE I Had....just got overturned by her mood ..... and while she had to buy some stuff...I was annoyed vexed angry etc....all the way....driving on the road getting road rage....OMG...THE DARK SIDE HAS ME......how did I let this happen......it was not who I am, well not anymore....aaarrrggghhhhhhhh...and to top that she mentioned she wants to have lunch at her fav place....but I'm in this VEXED mood......and while driving her back.....feeling vexed.....I looked into my self and said ....wait a sec....I AM IN CONTROL OF ME.....and BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I drove to her fav restaurant and said, lets go we're gonna get some food and the late lunch was great, we talked laughed enjoyed the food and the evening....it all was awesome after that......

no one but ME has control over how I choose to feel,
no one but ME will tell me how to feel,
no one but ME makes the decisions for ME....

I LOVE THIS POWER OF ME, of MY THOUGHTS, of my SENSE OF BEING ME

P.S. the caps are to stress the point that YOU are in control of YOU and no one else but YOU.

Good Night America wherever You Are :o)