Sierra One Delta Nine - Eleven - Honest to Self

I have let other emotions get the better of me the past 3 days where I found myself looking back at some past emails shared with a friend, she was like a kfc special, it was for a limited time only, and it was at the right time. I truly love and appreciate her for those moments during 'my break out'...I never got to say this to her and I need to get it down here so that I no longer have it inside me.

This friend, she has been on my mind alot, its like loosing your favourite pen...you tend to look in every corner hoping to find it again and for all the reason of what I have been projecting out to the universe from within me, its that I don't find it....its hard to type this and to actually read what I have been feeling, considering I projected out to the universe subconsciously for this all to happen as such

...if you keep pulling on a tight rope consistently, eventually it will break...

and when it did, I was not surprised....avinash when you look back to this moment and read this you will have a much better understanding as to why it was so imperative for me to do this for me aligning my path for whats already here .....

I wish her the bestest this amazing life will bring for her.....and for me a fresh new day begins ....with amazing dreams...amazing love.....amazing laughter.....amazing life

Avinash 2010 .... its already begun ..... I'm always with you ..... always.....