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So Painful But a Golden Link in the Chain of My Good

My boyfriend of six years has a girlfriend, a girl that I thought was my friend. He had been living with both of us. Both knew but I did not. Everybody knew through Facebook except me because he made it where I can't see it.

I am in such emotional pain. I got this whole apartment for his benefit. I counseled him, sheltered him and did my best though I am not perfect, but I tried. And now that he has money now and I don't he abandoned me because the girl has all of the things, particularly materially that I do not have. I was there during his poverty.

Now I am thinking of the positive spin on this. Tomorrow he returns my house key. He lied to me for months. I am thinking about how to find the good in all of this. I have been reading an affirmations book for hours. His treatment is opening the door to my divinely selected partner who will be even better than him. I have to prepare myself for this person by deleting these toxic feelings from within. These two people have worked in my favor and didn't even know it. My soulmate is on his way. I still feel so much pain but I am the winner. Nothing but karma will come from this, both good and bad.l

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Comment by A Thouand Glittered Seashells on January 18, 2017 at 4:14pm

Thank you.
Comment by CalmWind2 on January 18, 2017 at 11:33am

Man! Wow!  I'm sorry for this awful thing that happened to you.  It says way more about them than you!  Things will definitely get better for you!  Hang in, hang on!  

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