I allowed myself to get knocked down from my happy horse again yesterday. My now exbf said some very hurtful things to me...
What I am most shocked about sometimes I really don't think I am vibrating slowly or negatively, yet the trouble comes... it is more like my fears seem to come true. This last relationship has been an unraveling of every situation I had ever hoped not to be in. I feel like a complete idiot sometimes.
However, I have blocked this person out of my life completely and will gladly accept any items he might have of mine as a loss. Now I can go back to focusing on being happy again. loving and respecting myself again and having fun again.
Now that I am at the point of no return with him, I definitely need to focus on some other men. When a thought about this break up or the hurtful revelations he made to me today come to mind, I am going to think right away about what kind of man I do want.!