Can't wait- I don't know what it is, but it must be a good decision if I can't wait, right? :)))) I have updated my goals to make them more real than wishful - that way I know I'm capable of achieving them, it's just a matter of actually doing it! It's funny, because I was thinking about it this morning while driving to work- why would you set yourself goals that you can't achieve? It just doesn't make sense! Why, to prove you're worthless or that you can't do it? No, that's not the way you should be doing it, I thought. Goals should be made accessible and easily so, so that I can feel successful and realised to a degree. Yeah, that's it. That's what it is about. I don't know why I have been putting myself into a lot of stress trying to do things I was incapable of doing at that time. Pure nonsense. But now I know that goals are actually meant to be accessible, no matter how small. What a relief :) What a great thing it was to find this page, even if it was just to realise that.