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Upset (don't read if not wanting upset)But send positive thoughts...tks

Never, in a million years did I think I'd be in this position again.  I'm being thrown back to a very bad time in my life.

My roommie let off on me claiming that I brought his kid into it.  The truth is, he brought his kid into it and is projecting his lack of responsibility onto me.  Fine.

But I have nowhere to go and very little money.  I was paying him a rental fee and then buying my own groceries.  He would let off on me from time to time and I even have wondered if he is mentally stable.  His daughter is the constant go between. I just left it that way, cause it seemed the easiest and least confrontive way to go with him.  Now he's using it against me and he's not wrong in a sense, I guess I should have bypassed his crap and just confronted him, but after everything I've been thru, I just want peace.  Either way, this is a guy that has threatened to beat her.  It's not about his kid in the first place, he just wants to beat on me.  He has done so in small ways since I moved here and then plays the self pity to look good, he's taught his child to do the same thing.  No point in reasoning with someone like him. I have seen the type before, but I had no idea that's how he was till first day I moved in.  He said one sexist remark and other disapproving remarks.  I thought he would surely see his ways, because he cultivates, but it's clear he doesn't.

So now he made me so angry that I got to a place I don't like to go.  I haven't gotten that mad in so many years... maybe like 7 years or so?

I've asked the Universe for a new place, but nothings happened and I've asked for money and nothings happened.  I don't know why.  I was helped and guided before, but now there's just nothing.

Here I am limping up the stairs to get away from him screaming and he just follows me, he almost cornered me, it was like a predator.  But he didn't cross the line.  I don't like being cornered.

If you've made it this far, thanks for reading. Please pray for me. thankyou.

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Comment by CalmWind2 on April 11, 2018 at 3:08pm

Yeah, when I'm this tired, it's hard to keep focus or anything....

Comment by CalmWind2 on April 11, 2018 at 3:06pm

Heya Monimons, thanks for your reply. Well, I'm still here and I'm just waiting to hear about a place from my friend that is helping me.  It's been not forward moving though and I just am so tired from the whole thing and work.  I just am keeping the peace. He has no clue, which is typical of him in a way.

Just too tired to do anything.  Been really tired lately.  But we finally got some warm air and some sunshine, so I'm happy for that!

Comment by Monimons on April 4, 2018 at 5:27pm

Screaming at you, intimidating you IS crossing the line. Get away from this person, in mind as well as physically. I hope a way comes to you. Somewhere to go and a chance to start new and choose your new direction. I wish you luck and am sending you love :)

PS I think it's absolutely lovely and thoughtful that you put a disclaimer on your post so as to not bring other people down. It seems that the guidance that maybe felt more obvious before is still there. Maybe you have to leave the noise behind to be able to hear it 

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