Ok.. taking a deep clensing breath, and trying to move through this. Despite trying to hold myself "in the vortex" and in aligmnent with what I expect to happen - another damaging blow comes. This one is a pretty big one. Thinking a good cry is in order to release some of the tension and then ... I just don't know. Suffice it to say - I really don't like this stress and I really hate this situation. Have to start moving out of the despair I'm headed toward - back up to a better place.
I am simply keeping track of this journey here so that when the 100 days is over I can look back at how far I've come. I want nothing more, at this point, from this post, than a record of what was.