The 100 Day Reality Challenge

Second season...what can I say? First, let me tell you that one of my intentions has manifested. I got the job at Mercy Medical Center. Surprisingly, I did not feel happiness when I found out, I was just in shock...and don't know why. I do have full benefits and a great pay but I still have a long way until graduation day. I do not want to sound pesimistic. I am grateful for the opportunities and for what I have, my great boys, ME...not feeling very happy about my husband's attitude. He told me that he wants to move to a different state in a year from now but I do want to stick around for at least two years to get the experience that I need and enhance my skills. I have alot on my shoulders at this time, research, getting IRB approved, I will be starting a new internship tomorrow, and my husband is upset and doesn't really tell me a good reason, he is just acting very childish towards me...that is making me feel unhappy and this is making me have negative thoughts...don't want to feel this way but I really have to let it out...before I go to sleep, I will listen to my affirmations and go to sleep feeling happy thoughts...that's what I have to do right? I just want to focus on what I need to do without any drama...I want to be healthy...I want to feel energetic...I want to feel good about myself...I want to love myself...I want to appreciate who I am...I want to empower myself...I want a husband that will appreciate me and that will love me and celebrate me...but before that happens I have to feel that way about myself because I am worthy of that...Thank you Lord for the following:

- Thank you Lord for my sight and all my senses...

-Thank you Lord because you have provided me with the ability to walk so I can exercise, ability to breathe independently, ability to think so I can reason and make the best decisions possible to live the best life possible, ability to speak my mind, ability to digest food without any difficulty, ability to enjoy my food, and for everything that you offer to me every day...thank you for protecting my family and for staying within my heart...

 

I WILL LIVE A GREAT LIFE AND WILL FEEL HAPPY AND WILL HAVE POSITIVE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS REGARDLESS OF HOW OTHER PEOPLE FEEL BECAUSE AT THE END, IT IS NOT MY PROBLEM IF THEY DON'T DO THEIR BEST TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE...I WILL JUST WORRY ABOUT LIVING EVERY DAY WITH HAPPINESS AND JOY BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT I WANT FOR MYSELF...I WANT TO OFFER MY KIDS THE BEST OF ME AND THAT IS WANT TO OFFER TO MYSELF AND TO THE WORLD!!! FEEL WAY BETTER! =P

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Comment by AthenaMarina on January 4, 2011 at 2:38am
Sweetie I understand a bit because I want to leave my job later this year and do what I want to do career-wise & hubby & I argued about this (again!) last night because he wants me to stay 8 more months and then he was like what if you can't afford xyz.  (I have been there about 9 years, given notice etc. I am ready to go & to follow my dreams!) Here's to focusing on us feeling happy & as you say live each day with joy. Listening to affirmations & thinking happy thoughts before sleep - good idea!  I could NOT sleep AT ALL last night but I spent the last hour of my sleepless night imagining everything going as it wanted & feel a lot better than I did.  Hear's to oodles of success & support for you & me both.

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