Using my birthday to consider my progress and feel a fresh start. I have a lot of hopes and dreams that I am really pursuing this year, namely to jump start my career to earn significantly more money and also to buy a house. These are really huge goals for me. I am so excited about them and I really do believe that they will come true (despite much fear too). So I am trying very hard to push through the fear. I am grateful for being in a good place right now. I received so many birthday wishes yesterday. It was really nice. I am feeling loved. The finances seem stable. The only bad development recently is that I am sick again with a chronic illness. (I had written "my chronic illness" but took out the "my" because I don't want it to be mine)! I think that if I take care of myself, I should be able to get it under control. I need to eat more healthy food, get enough sleep, and meditate. These are all hard for me so if anyone can say anything motivating, I would appreciate it! I started taking a probiotic today which I am hoping will help too. I just have to stay ahead of the fear. I'm proud of myself for taking the career and house risks. I was recently feeling well with no medication for several months so I know my body is capable of being symptom free!
Last weekend I went swing dancing for my birthday. Yesterday I saw the opening of the Muppet Movie with my boys and then we went out for the most yummy dinner. Going out with friends tonight to celebrate my birthday one last time this weekend. I wish everyone a happy spring with warmth, love, and light!