I hope you had a great holiday season this year. I also wanted to say that I am speaking to the universe/God on your behalf, and asking for an abundance of pure love, and happiness to be manifested on your life! :) enjoy your day
Dear Anna, have you watched the Lilou's Open Heart Series with Ram Giri? I think that you would really like it, especially session 2 which includes a heart meditation where you fill yourself with love from your inner source, it's beautiful.
And the first one refers to the website The Work where there's a worksheet to help you overcome a situation in your past where somebody has caused you some stressful feelings, I highly recommend that you check it out because perhaps that will give you some insight on the feelings you feel have been holding you back in regards of your old friend.
WELCOME to CCOR Anna!! It is a magnificent thing to have such a forum for so many like-minded people to come together in support of one another on our paths of creation!! I wish you the best in your 100-day challenge, & we all look forward to hearing about your manifestations!!! Peace & Blessings, Jennie