2nd day

SO this is my second day of 100 day reality challenge.

I edited my goals because I was so high and excited that I put some goals or desire that I want to achieve in a year when I signed up.

I'm born and raised in Japan, never studied in foreign country. So my English would be not good and maybe poor vocabulary. But I don't care! I'm really happy about finding this website through Lilou Mace's Youtube channel, and I know that this is a kind of website community I've wanted to join so bad!! So I attracted this website. This is very good sign for what I will be achieving from now in this year.

I don't like push myself so hard to do something even if it seems to be very very important, especially in taking action.

I know I had been feeling that I have a procrastination problem for almost all my life(27 years!). But you know what, I do not feel that way any more because I want to cherish myself and don't want to bully myself by thinking that. I love myself, and want to know how should I treat myself correctly from now on.

I currently live with my family and my mother (she is a really great and inspiring mom) takes care of almost all house chores. Since I want to get a good BF within 2013, want to change my diet to healthier one(I'm thinking mixed version of vegetarian and vegan), and want to take care of my life on my own(=take my own responsibility by myself), I feel that I need to get my own place. A nice one! which gives me good energy when I come home.

I also want to lose my weight. I have been a fat girl ever since I was in a kinder garden. I don't remember myself being normal-weight since I was a kid. I was the girl fattest in the class through elementary to college.   But I want to change that. I want to attract my ideal body I have been always always always dreaming of! Since number is one good ways to easy to evaluate the change, I set my goal to be 45kg(I'm 160cm tall). Since my family insist that our weight scale is broken, I need to weigh myself tomorrow. But to accomplish that, I need to lose more thant 25kg at least. I think I can do that in a year. But for starters, I set my goal losing 15kg in this season 1. I don't know how, or if this goal is normally manageable ( maybe not) I have never lose weight that much. But I don't have to know how. I just intended, and attract my 15kg-lighter-body in 100days!! :) I'm so happy even just think about it!

Ever since I declare what I want, I attract so many things which help me to the right direction, the direction where I want it.

I know it' s going to be work.

All I need is just to allow it. Be happy, be lovable about myself, others, and my environment.

Always give a thank to what I already have right now.

I feels so good now.

Feeling good is the most important thing in my life.

I love it.